I have been so lax in getting on the computer this summer. I had 300 plus emails when I went into check it today. That is ridiculous! I am busy every day seeing patients in their homes. I am having such a good time. I am still going strong on the whole low carb diet thing. I have lost 5 dress sizes to date. I am looking GOOD! I haven't had sex in almost 3 years though! Hello! I am a born again virgin! I am not seeing anyone and haven't even been attracted to anyone in so long I fear I may forget what that is like! I would like to find someone special bit then again am not up for any more heartache either. I still miss my best friend in the world and find it hard to believe I haven't seen or spoken to her in over 3 years now. It is funny because no matter what happens I could win the lottery tonight and she will still be dead. I hope to someday put that all behind me but for now it is still a challenge each and every day. I hope everyone is doing well and know that I am taking care of me and hope you are taking care of you.